Why Motivation Is the Hardest Thing Sometimes

This is about the sixth day since I have not gone running. I really want to; it's just that whenever I wake up in the morning, you'd think I'd been given a tranquilizer I'm so out of it. What's wrong with me? All during August I ran almost every morning!!!

Why can't I bring myself to do hardly anything now? Let alone run 8 miles in the morning!! This needs to change soon because my half marathon is in about two weeks.

What's worse is that I've gained a lot of the weight back that I lost last month. I hate the way my body feels heavier, more rounded, sluggish and weighty. I think I'm a little depressed, that's why I've been eating more too. Not bingeing, just overeating.Eating for comfort.

This is a never ending battle. God, will it ever end???